T-Minus Zero Days

1.15.23

T-0

David Rim

Life's busy which is good. However, my battery is drained. I'm always feeling tired. I took most of last year resting. I was experimenting with my limits. Doing my best to reset mentally before Thanos snapping. No I have not taken my life. No I have not taken others. Thoughts of mine are dark at times and majority very lewd.

I feel relieved because my GM came back. Which means the stability comes back. People do not have to break their backs working 16 hr shifts to cover for the 'sick'. People have been gassed out already me included. Not sure why because it isn't too busy at work. Who am I kidding it's busy, but not everyone can keep up.

For Christmas work gave out a cheaper version of the JBL flip portable speaker. The company does well to try and keep up with being hip. As y'all may have noticed everyone's speaker had their names written on them. While everyone just see a gift I saw handwritten names only one box with a heart on it. Now my GM has returned I got an extra gift that I got to wear today. They said I'm the special one and only with a gift. Not sure what to think I'm not a gift person. I am wearing it today and ironically I am matching the person that should be sitting next to me.

These guys are being my salt and light as I regain strength to move forward. I'm indebted to them. I hope to repay their love and kindness 100x fold. But the voice is asking, "Where is Jesus in all of this?"