Goated…

1.18.23

Should Be Goated

David Rim

The times flying by fast it's already mid-end January. Been trying to stay focused. Pretty anxious for tomorrow. I got a doctor's appointment. Pretty sure since they making me pay a co-pay/upfront costs based on if I have insurance that I'll be getting all the necessary equipment. What's fascinating is that I did not know there were pills instead of injection method for treatment. I also didn't know there are non invasive measures for glucose reading. Not that I care, but I need to figure out how much the pricking would damage my fingers. Got to save the proper fingers for gaming still. First time on medication would be interesting at least if I am able to make it to work after taking pills it will be okay. The crew for my opening day is Goated.

My guess is I will feel the instant relief of my glucose levels lowering. Which theoretically make me feel less tired, but my energy levels should be equal or greater. Google tells me insulin (which is what I won't be on I think) will make me fatter. I think I will regain about 10/30 pounds I lost. Within one week of glucose monitoring I assume I should be around 10 percent of normal range. Then I can re-increase my protein intake to setup for gains. I'll probably be ripped within 90 days assuming my glucose goes to normal and weight gain is back. Who am I kidding lol I do not like exercise. I like lounging and video games. Also, if this works I probably will not have as many 180° mood swings because there won't be pain enduring with all my body functions fighting to survive.

Just praying I didn't cause too much damage from neglect. Crossing fingers I didn't put all my organs into critical/damaged states. But it happens when you slowly fix your health. As the doctor's order said last time I got blood work was four years ago. I finished up school. Continued working. Tried to be generous. Went from ER infection to hernia repair surgery. Into car breaking down, to losing a tooth, dental work, and back to medical stuff. Ironic that I finished paying one down and rolled straight into another.

I share this because I am excited to have such a stacked work shift on my possible first day of a new adventure. If I feels like shit or anything below I can leave work. I finally setup everyone on my home network. The weeks moving fast. I am just wishing to celebrate some birthdays and play a few days of poker. I doubt I will be able too (just lack of budget). I'll be okay because my health improving will be a good gift.

I am patient enough. I will return to crush souls or lose trying.