Pretty Anxious

1.14.23

Pretty Anxious

David Rim

It's 3 am cannot seem to fall asleep yet. Did my nightly ritual and the blood pressures through the roof. I did not down a bunch of gamer fuel nor did I do any late night exercise. Good thing is I'm writing this laying in bed. So there is a great chance I fall asleep mid writing. A habit of just doing nothing, but sleep when action is laying in bed.

What do I wear to church? What do I say? Where do I sit? Am I physically not going to be in pain? Will I be okay socializing? Will I be so anxious my stomach will be in knots? Who am I kidding I'm usually my own worst enemy.

I took a good power nap. I feel revitalized, but anxious.

Not sure what the day will bring. I am just trying to figure out the networking issues at my home. Can I patch up some relationships? What will my health be like the next day? Who needs my presence right now?

No real update today. Not in a writing mode. Just hoping for some quality time.