Mr Bad

01.12.23

My Bad

David Rim

Told you I over analyze things deep inside. My brain probably thought of a million strategies and alternative endings. Of Sunday the dredfulness of one, two peoples acts of kindness might have been received improperly. My work week just started. Not sure what I am thinking other then waiting for my GM to come back from vacation. She said it should be slow, but I got hired here around this time and we pretty busy. My mind is already checked out. However, I am used to the work so I can keep up.

I looked over seeing a familiar shape. They acknowledged me and I was in a decent mood. I started talking away. Sorry, but I usually recognize the females or other half first. It might be because they tend to empathize first with me. I must look super sad all the time. I am content with just being me okay?

We started some quick talk in the middle of rush hour. It's been many years because of the pandemic. So I am picking up right where things were. While quickly plugging in the missing holes of the timeline. They said they saw me on Sunday as I was leaving. It did not register until later that evening during work. So the last person I said Hi to was actually this individual?! Insert Japanese word for what here. I wasn't sure who said Hi to me at the end of leaving church. I swear it was one of the two new guys I met, but I had already forgotten their names. And as a busy tasks oriented brain I had some chores to clean up.

Not sure if it was him. I'm sure it was him. He said we should grab some food. I said this week and sorry I'm so awkward. He also lives five minutes from me now. The ideal setup would be this guy, that girl and this guy's wife (I think they married recently). Maybe he can help me with flow of conversation. So it does not make me so anxious. And it will be an overfilling of blessings too me. But they are just being "kind". But from my perspective I take it personally. Although I wouldn't really express anything. Quality time would be good, but also drain my social battery simultaneously.

My Bad Man. I am pretty sure that last person was you now.