Over Thinker

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Over Thinker

David Rim

Damn I spent all Sunday overthinking. Like there is no good timing for interacting. Just right now I'm not sure if my stomach will be in pain or have a headache. I have plenty of life things to take care of why not this situation? It is pretty tensed though it's an open invitation, but with nobody to push me forward. I approached with slow caution as I always done in life. Very poker faced situation.

It looks like everyone came back from winter break. They aren't a student though infact they the teacher. I was greeted warmly twice. Then as I conversed with a select few individuals I sense them coming from behind and maybe this is the accidental talking time. Then as I figured out my next plans standing alone in a middle of chatty people. I walked towards the bathroom to decide my future plans. And it looked like they were avoiding my gaze not sure but insert the Korean words here. That's what I was thinking....

I could be wrong because they were with their group of friends. They kinda peereed over one friend’s shoulder then kinda hid behind their back as I got closer.

I was done with the bathroom duties. Luckily my conditions been solid that day. I was going to make a quick exit out the back or I had to cut through the crowd and the individual on the way out. I got stopped again by someone i just met, but I forgot their name already. CRS (can't remember shit) syndrome kicking in again.

They interrupted me before I left and left me with warmth and good interaction. But my witty brain and behavior said otherwise. Overthinking it again.