The Holy One

The Holy One

David Rim

We are here to be a blessing. Let my light be even brighter. I cannot allow another soul to die~

We come here today 9 months into the health journey. I look fine just a little thin. I feel fine my blood sugars have been at new lows. I have been relaxing and consuming 'normal' amounts of food. It's my friends birthday coming up we got interrupted before I could mention it. I do not see them often to justify not getting a kind word out. Work was stressful yesterday a lot of mini fires happened that were costly in time. Stayed up till 5 am for no real reason, but feel on fire now. The people that I have been praying for are here now, which surprises me. That it does not matter what day of the week it is free delicious food baits me in (kids/youth ministry).

It's not who we are, but the cross that we are representing~

It is not that you need me, but simultaneously I need you in my life. A love that blankets all sins and carries the yolk. Things I can explain, but cannot...

That where I walk is where it will be set on fire. I always forget I carry the cross rooted down in my heart. Where in the back of my mind I know God will hard carry the day. We do not assimilate to the culture of the world. We are set to be different. I have always been and will always be unique.

The Holy Trinity that watches.

It just means I need to pray harder and more persistently. As I chase whatever fabricated dreams I have. I should get a community photo of my congregation enjoying the breaking of bread. Why? Because that is what brings me joy. I know the hands that blessed the meal and the quality is subpar to none. Why? All the stress of the day to day grind will be conveyed by me as the interceding member. That the balancing act comes from Jesus. Where my brokenness becomes a little more full as remembrance happens. That no matter how dark the thoughts become through the week. I can come back to the firm foundation I grew up in.

Even if I passively get through the motions on a weekly basis. It is nice to quietly take ownership in the background. No hype necessary. I pray that my light does not grow dim. I cannot fathom more darkness surrounding life. It's never worth it.  Just be you and just move forward~

The food caught my attention I dropped my poker hands to play detective that day~