Kids

Kids

David Rim

Had a rough week. Mustered the strength to go socialize. Simultaneously, all the guests arrive one by one pulling up to the long driveway. Am I ready for this been up since 4 am. The weeks been a journey of riding through the low tide. Can we get a high during this advent season? I took my detachment style a little too seriously. My hearts been hurting no peace to be found. The devil's at his greatest work.

I prayed to God. To ease this heaviness. Although, I am blind and hear the wrong voices. I yelled out from the depths of my soul. Each day brought new adventures of worry. Then each day ended and I was okay. As the time passed and my emotions remained still things became okay. I could see God at the end of the tunnel.

God, I am grateful for the silent whisper (prayer). Please overfill the persons cup with joy. I cannot see the extra layer of protection for me. I can only repay them with extra kindness. Thank you for the consistently strong, faithful and loyal people that would like to be with me.

Grateful, for their kids and warmth. We have 150+ kids walking through the doors of our church. We are all on the same team feels strange doesn't it? Somehow, I was able to come to peace by the end of this week. As I sat there with the children. Where the child wanted to share all the toys with me. One by one climbed up on the sofa and brought me a stuffed animal. I had a moment where I closed my eyes to just rest with the child next to me. Their eyes glued to the TV.

I recalled "God wants me with the children".

Psalm 127:3

Matthew 18:2-5

Proverbs 22:6