Love Signal

"Godddddddd!" At the top of my lungs. I'm gasping for air now like I have been put in a choke hold for the week. So many thoughts intrusive or not they need to let me be. Makes me wish I had that voice of reason that could bring me peace. I have been fighting one of those moody weeks.

I still have not replied to people. I wish I could love them all the more, but it wouldn't be right in the sight of the world. Jesus always said it was okay do what brings you joy. All I have to offer is my precious time. Some random teachings from fking up a million times. I am close to stepping away again. Hopefully, in a more glorious time to create.

Goal: 1000000

Current: 40

%: .000004

This number represents for you. A figurative number that I can only dream of (the riches). This is only the first hurdle on the journey. My purpose still remains. The team is about to assemble. I pray. That Jesus remains the center. Because this chord of three is not easily broken. God, why are these people much more beautiful to me? Just reflecting on all the wrong, hate and non god-loving person I have shown.

I am counting down the days been five now. That the Advent has begun. I wish I could reflect my heart with showing a little signal. Maybe this is what my father felt after working 3 jobs to gift me Super Contra and NES for my birthday. That later I traded to a friend for another game and controller. God be with me. Guide me and lead the way because I know what I want to do.

It may be too cold and vicious in nature... My Wish is to have it all. God lead the way. Light my path and let's take some territory.

Signal the flare~