Calculations

Calculations

David Rim

It's about that time of the year the countdown begins. Fourteen days until Thanksgiving another month until Christmas. Cuffing season in full swing for the New Year's kick off parties. Don't forget about all them new years babies being born. Great news though we have a new president. Boeing machinist ended their strike. Life's been good and rough. With my age becoming greater than my levels of energy. I observe in awe. When two or more start to gather to just jam out. What's the deal? I have quietly picked up the slack left by my coworkers. That empty space being filled by me. Two little hours each day that I cannot regain. My balance has been tipped slightly.

Yet, I have been called to lead.

It looks like I am fine, but internally I am screaming. It's been difficult to keep meditating on God. I am telling God what I want to do. I am also telling God I think this is where you want me to move. I pray though that God give me wisdom. Holy Spirit fill me so I can proceed with unwavering convictions. Even though I am making conclusions before knowing anything at all. I ask the spirit to help me become more gentle as I take the step forward to lead.

Beyond my calculations Jesus is steering this ship. I am about to build. I pray that you join me on this journey. I pray that Jesus be the center of this journey. They say to manifest what you want. However, I keep giving everything to Jesus to decide for me.

Whatever desires of my heart be used to light up this world. You know it's gotten bad when you start vividly seeing the visions prepared for me. It is not for us, but to his name will be the glory