Missed

Missed

David Rim

I am in essence trying to run towards God in everything. I am trying to trust my own strengths that I have gained through the grit of life. So when I hear concerns of our latest sermons it does bring me back. Because I have been reading through the Bible with family. And anything apart from PhD level of studying of the old testament trying to fit ideology with verses makes it stray from the truths of the word. So when I hear they will study the book of Genesis it comes two fold. Be careful straying away from the pastoral leaders guide. And I wonder how good of a job they will do covering Genesis. What information will they gather and how similar/different will it be from my journey a year ago.

If they are acting before they put it before God it could go poorly. But God knows and would examine the heart. Will he become a pattern of Kings that did wrong in the sight of the Lord or will he become like one of the good Kings? I would be excited to listen to see and match up my retention. Am I rooted firmly enough to give correction. I'm more interested in learning more and growing.

I asked God to just turn the light on for me. To make it uncomfortable regardless of my health. I am asking for that step forward even if it's like Job where everything gets ripped apart from him. I asked. I prayed. I move. Lots of I's these days while I try to mold into the use of we and help me.