L
Thanks for the high today. Was just watching videos the other night. It said I needed to overcome the small talk which will increase the deepening rapport. Thanks for the kindness. I'm going to be feeling this intoxication for at least the week to come. Proverbs 12:25. Anxiety weighs down the heart, but a kind word cheers it up. I reminded myself to be kind today. Be happy today. Somehow, your words put my anxiety at ease. Thank you for the strength today.
Now my mind is racing are you the same L from months ago. My photographic memory is hazy the images won't load on those specific days. Have you been praying over me for some reason. Praying to the God above telling you to rescue me. Are you the person I feel at ease with. I'm not going to trip over my own foot this time. I won't accelerate this for my selfish desire. Trying to be patient is probably the hardest thing to do. L it's your move next. What would you like to do?
I would like to share my life right now. That's the theme for 2019, but my year end review looks bleak. I'm having fun right now and life is only accelerating with the buzz you have given me. It does not matter your intention. Are you the one who had to help me when I was learning the ropes? Were you the one telling me "the peace of Christ is with you"? Blurry images that cannot be restored. No matter the focus I cannot recall those times. I want to create some moments too. Is my intuition (spirit) going crazy or is the spark being ignited indirectly from you.
Are you just being kind too? What shall I do you have me charmed for the time being. L are you coming after me or is it a ruse. L start your investigation I already begun mine. Things might become more intimate. If the time comes pray I am my own kind, aloof, and relentless self.