Cancelled Part 2
Cancelled Part 2
David Rim
When you hear the words "you have been 86*. What comes to mind? Bar, casino, restaurant and other?
My past keeping up with me. It seems to tail me like a stalker, but continues to speak ill of me. Like that of Shimei to David in the Bible. I have been done. Done with life and everything it has to offer. If my role in this kingdom of Jesus is being completed I kindly prayed let it be. I want to rejoin my dad in heaven. I have nothing to show in the material sense. Just a heart full of desires. Ever been 86* out of a grocery store? That's what is happening now as I write this. My past coming back to me like a nightmare dream. The Shimei eats off of my hard labor. Yet, they want to spill blood on my name. Like he's no good he will do xyz bad things to you. He's not who he seems to be. The sad thing is if Shimei becomes 86* because of my name or another coworker. They would flip their lids and become crazy. They already are crazy with no source of logic or reasoning.
Keeping busy and staying out of the house lately...
That disgusting thing is when people live in such a perfect & sheltered world. Where they have not experienced or maybe tried things out. Just similar to me watching friends drink like drunkards. Wondering where they went wrong. I try certain things in life and repeat the same mistakes. It's as sinful as it can be. But who's the ultimate judge of the refiners fire? Your judgment has nothing on Jesus name.
Similar to the cancelling culture like, "look I saw this on TikTok and this is trending." The 30 sec tips like it's how to operate in the world. And crop this and filter this to send to Alex then Alex can escalate it. Let's send it to Alex because we can bypass the proper channels.
Alex "that's a disgusting comment". Makes it cute that they sided with someone they hardly knew. Yet, I broke my back running the store on a busy day. There were only two people running the entire store (me and Alex remember?). I didn't talk shit when they were still growing. That they aren't fit to become a leader yet. I didn't talk shit that their s/o should be fired because he's not working well with Alex on shift. Nor should you be responsible for the guy growing up. Nor did I pussy out and call out sick ever. No matter how shitty the environment. I did not waver. I gave a voice from a real place of truth.
You want to judge me on a comment to a explicit photo off the clock. Like guys & girls alike don't do the same. Fk you and fk off hope you learned and cried as much as the person I offended. And did nothing but care for in my own strange way (I see you enjoyed the snacks I brought for the crew).
That's the generation growing up now. The next ones to lead and be the judgement like they are god or something.
For putting my liveliness at your discernment.
Look what happened and happens now... I get pushed to thrive even faster and harder. I have to continually grow stronger. But bless you and your family. May God protect you along your early journey.
The problems not with you unless you have not learned from what occurred. You guys do not owe me anything. What has happened is in the past. If you are on my team let's go to the top. Over there, that's where my throne on earth lies.
Somewhere peacefully, just being me and enjoying with a gracious heart. As I make a step towards glueing the pieces of my heart together. Cue the BG music Heize - We don't talk together instrumental.