Blessed June
Blessed June
David Rim
I have been running blessed.
The time now is June. Six months into the newer journey. I have been focusing on my health. Even as my work and other collapsed. The journey was about health physical, spiritual, and mental. I would not be alive today. A divine appointment occured in January which ultimately altered my direction towards death to one spark of revival. As my spirit got redirected my mental got protected. My diabetic journey has normalized and I started to adventure out socially. Still at times risking my balance with calculations. I did not know of these things. We are all fearfully and wonderfully made in the image of God. Our body resets daily that is why multivitamins, routine and other are a daily intake. Plus why does our body replenish it's red blood cells count every three months. Jesus in the Bible healed people. Like the lady touching just the hem of which Jesus wore was healed. Because she knew she would be healed, believed it and then acted in deep desperation to seek this miracle worker. The hem is where the status of an individual was back then.
To hear randomly that this individual has been healed shocked me. I have some medical knowledge. I'm surprised that when a request for health mentioned ANS and PNS. We love abbreviations and I took my guess recalling. I digress anyway this person's journey happens to be the same time I was diagnosed with diabetes. Now they are fully healed so I saw this person. Thinking, can I be fully healed if I believe I can be? What is this path I need to take. I am feeling better, but my journeys not done. I also poked fun by telling them they are now available to go on vacations to Mexico and Hounduras (church trips upcoming). If they are fully healed that means I can be healed to.
Ironic will be the repeated work. Which is God in the hiding. Picture from Mexico trips have been shared from a second separate group chat I am in. Who else but the professional visual artist that rescued me from the dark was the url link I noticed first. Hounduras I know I would be taken care of, but logistically more difficult then someplace closer with my condition and fear. Why, am I not introduced to this individual? Such a unique mystery to me, but I am trying to blend into my new environement while trying to understand the social dynamics. Because my antisocial, introverted, and other undiagnosed "problems" need to be a solved environement to relax. Oh that is correct I can go out of the limb and talk to people.
Add a +1 to eye contact each interaction. I swear mines at zero, since using my +10 in audio cues is more natural. +2 poker face each eye contact attempt. In my own little aloof world. I am moving my head like a bobblehead enjoying listening to people's stories. Not sure how I ended up right/left hand to the leader. As if I'm poised to take the position while granting the assist to the spots that aren't covered. I bobbleheaded, she sent laser beams with excitement in her shared news. Thank you for trusting me. Even though I appeared like a mysterious new pokémon for the first time. You scanned the pokedex and have ??? As the entry with some basic info filled out. Unless you did some digging, but my sources run deep as well. I heard nothing and nor have I asked. I hope we get a chance to connect. And I pray for your journey to align with mine. Because at least for this season God called me to be a blessing to each one of you. Even though I can feel myself being healed and growing through each one of you.