Mysterious

Mysterious

David Rim

The backlog magically accumulated. In a blink of an eye the weeks have gone by without a single word from you. What I began to notice is the distance started to make my heart grow fonder. Did not know you even took a seat next to me. I am usually perceptive, sharp, and guarded. However, the silence makes me wonder. What did I do wrong. How can I fix it? I know that is not the case. What am I provoking out of you ? Why are you so afraid to step closer. No there's no way they love me. It never was my intention to be seeking love.

Naturally, trying to stay close with Jesus is causing a ripple effect. Although, my aloofness sings hymns, writes poems and endless strategies. I said God here you have this. If you want it for me make it happen. Ooo show me a sign. Although the time feels like eternity. Things seem to be a lighter on my heart. As I let my greed and delusional subside God gave me a dream.

Remember this David. You were standing their worshipping me. And they were standing next to you worshipping the same God. You glanced over your shoulder to see. This is what I want for you. You have endured much with your own strength. Trust in me your Lord and Savior.

I woke and gasped for air. God Amen stop playing jokes on me. How is this picture supposed to come to fruition again? Are you kidding me?!

What is this mysterious air? Is she the person that prayed for/over me? Have I been summoned to their side magically? I feel like someone's been praying for me. While I am busy fixing myself to feel whole again you brought each key person to my heart. Jesus, this is the final part of the story you have for me. I am here in patience waiting wanting to reach my hand out and grab them. We wait for them to maybe never come around again. They just have to show they want the same duality so we can make it a reality.

I am a lunatic. Our souls are connected and in unison. Trust me. I can't shake it off. It's making me sick trying to heal.