Love, Life, Live

Love, Life, Live

David Rim

Half-way through the month and my emotions are a blur, disaster or maybe short circuited. From being sick most of the year to faithfully trying to be an adult. Life seems to want to cling to me like cheese on pizza. I stood there frozen. The best I could do is send prayers while not complicating the matters. My coworker was laying on the floor having a seizure.

Been up at all hours of the evening coughing up a storm. Flu lingers longer and my condition allows for a 'slower' recovery. I am just living. Being present for now. All I can do is show up regardless of the level of energy left in the tank. I am here on a road to retirement. Agreeing to myself I have limited time left. So, no matter the situation I prefer the frugal route. I should not be stepping outside of my boundary. Those who know I am a risk taker they knows. Rules are meant to be bended. Failing and falling flat on my face feels refreshing. Do it often and get back up dust yourself off.

I got to close my eyes and just enjoy the moment. When three people confirm to play PB turns into 13. God's got different plans today. I enjoyed my time taking a nap on the sidelines from my exhaustive morning. I was happy that people came out to play and it didn't really rely on me to keep the game alive. It is true though I never got to play with Alicia because they probably dislike me. Plus they are too cool for me and way better in skills to team up with me. That's fine though avoid me if you like. Some people match in a team better than they can see. Complimentary skills is a wonderful thing to have where each others strengths can balance out the other.

I can discern things better than most. I am also quick to make the decision and move on from the failed attempts. Trial and error they call it in school. Been a long day. Been losing my patience lately. I'm trying to keep it cool, but I know there's a collision course waiting to happen. I did my best to ignore, run away or other. God seems to have a masterpiece in mind.

The painting is created by Jesus. The components are me thrown onto the canvas with you. Live with Jesus in mind. Love because it conquers. Laugh since life's too short to not create memories.