Good Friday Prayer

Dear God,

May you take away what my heart desires if it's not your will. I fell down again today and got right back up. Why is it so difficult to put all my trust in Jesus? I have been placed into a corner with sharp needles poking at me. The evil spirits are eager to sway me from my path of straight and narrow. Now I just depict life as darkness and light.

I pray deeply that I may stop making the same mistakes. I pray I can stay sturdy even as the storms want to uproot me. That soon Jesus has became victorious over death. That I do not need to explain myself, but still try very hard to with God. The lights seem extra bright today.

Where am I destined to go? How can I bless those around me? How come are they to be blessed when they bless me overwhelmingly. May my light start illuminating so brightly it makes those around me uncomfortable. That the darkness will no longer be allowed to hold their lives captive. I pray Jesus you save those who do not believe around me.

God I am unfit for your grace and mercy. I thank you for everything that has occurred since January. Please deliver me, teach me and guide me. Him with no father. As I start becoming persecuted under the name of Jesus. Please keep me at peace for they do not know.

God bring your orchestrated movement like a beautiful musical piece. We will start the stories of Esther. And you will bring me to a new environment coming soon. Let your name be known and allow me to be your messenger. I want to strike them down but my battle with flesh is difficult.

It is a good Friday. Sorry Holy Spirit I am weak. Let's try this again though. Sorry, I forced out my writings like a task.

From,

David R.