Frames

Frames

David Rim

Been relaxing all month. Nice to take back some time for the most important person me. Quite the contrary to my spiral of events of last year. Where randomly if Esther did not say Hello I could have easily been six feet under today. It's a seriousness to where my life's been at risk between good and evil forces. No matter how feint the light I had. I made a promise when that dark shadow had me grasping for air like it was a bad dream in middle school. That Satan has no power over me in the name of Jesus.

This time around things look different. I always had the right people enter and exit my life like a bad habit. I feel dismayed because a life with them entering was a dream that lasted all too shortly. This time I have the right people during the right times.

I want to show a different frame like how my friend GOWE did during his wedding. Two perspectives from key moments creating the best framed picture of human differences.

I am praying it's not my ego. That I have enough patience to wait on God's timing. Because the timing i want is long gone. Things will only be awkward n shy now. I need to take a step back from being too pushy, forward and direct. Which means I have to rewire my habits to fit (reach) the soul in a gentle manner. I do not know why I would even miss our brief stint of chatting. Normally, my guards so tight I can dodge the jabs like boxing practice. I need to understand these emotions and there's only one way to proceed.

I just want to be of help. I want to fix, adjust and improve rapidly. This is why I took the month to upgrade even further. I want to reach these ridiculous goals. Relational not written yet. Are you just shy, nervous, not interested, and emotionally guarded? It's got to feel uncomfortable going against your feelings. Like it's all in your mind and I am breaking past the self defense mechanisms. But I am here to break streotypes and push people for Jesus. Are you the one praying for me?

The other day I had a "mysterious person" praying on their knees in my dreams. I stopped by to look over their shoulder in watch. It felt like I was there "next" to the person praying. Similar to the "mysterious person" I stood next to while praising Jesus. I looked over to see who was there beside me thinking "oh this is supposed to happen". I want to forget, but I got three different confirmations "randomly". Been moving with a heavier step lately in the background. I truly cannot get to where I need to be without everyone. So, let's do this together~

God I have 16+ trays to make and a potential full day of socializing. Seek my heart, make me clean, and let your plans unfold infront my eyes. I pray. I praise to have enough strength. We are going to have a beautiful collision course. Framed perfectly in my mind.