F*k You

F*k You

David Rim

"Rich people live in another world. If you follow the movement of money is where you will see the future."

Here am I today. I am still alive. I have not decided to take my own life. I ignored those voices and feelings. However, my resistance to temptation and reoccurring repentence leads to these divine moments. As I sit here in a valley I am shown only one step ahead at a time. Even though I want to plan ahead for the future I have been denied this with life.

Work schedules are generally stable, adjusted by sales/forecast and mandated by contracts. Yet, I have an arrogant/prideful leader who will not give up control to look good in front of the eyes of other people. The finance major side of me calculated, calculated again and finally have a sigh of relief in calculating. If I trust, believe in God I will be fine. Just barely any room for freedom, but I will be okay.

Did I trust God? Was I able to turn my mind off? Did I try work harder to dig myself out of my situation?

However, I prayed for the destruction of those who want to cross my path and openly deny me. I asked for my light to shine even brighter to make the truth hurt, uncomfortable and encompassing simultaneously. I prayed sorries, asking forgiveness and telling God I know but it is very hard to give up control. My intrinsic nature wants to rebel, plan and move forward 5 steps ahead. God is telling me no, only one step at a time and adjust each item I show you. Trust & have Faith.

Fk*

God's been divinely orchestrating this glow.