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David Rim

"I've been tryna hold tight

Nobody can hear it when my soul cries

I just disappear within these walls I

Created to survive all these long nights, no lie

All my energy have been stolen from this cold life

Wonder what would happen if I don't fight

Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright" - AK

**Insert Fabricated story here**

Will you wait for me to make a decision? Its sort of deeply decided on just not verbally or outwardly expressed.

"Shes not looking for commitment. She's looking to be there for you. A lot of women on a survival level are going to look for commitment and present how its for you. She's doing it because she cares about you. -Naftalimoses

- Show up for the person.

We are there for each other as a person and it's resonated too deeply. And we both will probably need processing time. I know its not you its probably only just me. Just like when you just showed up when it has not crossed my mind. But I need to keep growing and building and improving.

What will really scare people away. Being connected to your needs.

"If you yourself haven't accepted that you are pursuing the very same thing that challenges you. Then anybody that presents the ability to create intimacy families longevity is going to trigger the fight or flight response in you. Find people who do the same to then start connecting with people under the basis of values. That’s how you create a long lasting relationship. When they see a person who has the ability to love most people will run and do run. Because they forgot what it takes to be somebody who can love." -Naftalimoses

What's scary is in David fashion we skipped a few steps in the process. As if I wasn't already working on in between steps that I ignored over the years. That unknowingly to myself we are connected, but at a scary level. Where all I want to do is use all the acquired knowledge + wisdom from over the years in order to help build, create and nurture your plans. However, we are still missing a few pieces here. Its probably just me full of fear to jump off the diving board into the deep end pool. We are bounded by the characteristics of

"Defining what a character of a masculine man. But women are looking for that thing. They like something the like since the dawn of time that allowed me to get here? What are those characteristics? Something divine, something authentic, something human, something with humanity" -Natalimoses

Sounds like women listing off the characteristics of the fruit of the spirit. Someone just being themselves. Be you as I always say. Then be the best version of you. Less is more. Do more from less. Etc…seems to radiate from the female perspetive as well. Same concepts different viewpoint of it. Being confident in that radiates aura like hell. Its spews and overflows to those who are cups are dry. So if you chase after gods own heart then you become more like jesus. Who gave us the spirit. That mean our divine connection will allow us to be gentle kind meek and etc… which makes us our authentic self. Just be you

It will attract the right people to you. I forgot I was pulling a shopping cart. With no second thought of it in the world. Just busy in my mind trying to do one task or another as I embrace the socializing journey / effort. Looks like you caught on to me first. I hope you never let go. Kind of like a honeymoon phase but it by passes a lot because we are on the same yoke.